Current mood:	awake
Current music:	daft punk

i'm not a writer, there's no eleoquence here..
you know i was just thinking.
do you ever really find yourself?
or do you simply find your self looking for that self for the rest of your life?
i just don't know what to think anymore.
life moves so fast, i just feel like i can't grasp it sometimes.
this is so hard to get out. i can't explain what i'm feeling and it's driving me up the wall.
why am i so at lost for words? it's been this way for months.
i can't even think straight anymore.
i exist in a room, but i'm never fully there. i've just lost myself.
i don't feel like i'm living..
every day is the same.
everyday exactly the same.
i swear i can't stand to be in that place anymore.
i will lose my mind if i don't get out soon.
i'm suffocating on the inside.
i just want to feel connected.
so much has changed, and so much needs to be changed.
i just don't know where to start.